i have to resist
i have to resist you
are you leading me on?
and i've wanted so much to kiss you

to know how you taste
to know that i am safe
that i can still feel
to know that i'm real

but i have to go
go back to my love
a love i've worked hard on
a home that i have

but i'm gonna miss you
and i'll never know
what makes you happy
what makes you laugh
i'll never know

i'll never know
how it feels to hold you
i'll never know
how you sleep at night

what you're thinking of
what you're dreaming of
despite your beauty
and all your appeal

i have to resist
i have to resist you
i have to go...

i'll never know