i don’t know why it hurts
i know that i hurts sometimes
loss then gain
praise and blame

a roller coaster ride
on santa monica pier
known then unknown
trust and fear

i’m waiting, i’m waiting
i’m waiting for a sign to cross over
since that night i got engaged
to the mystery on the wheel
spinning on the ocean
for a clear sign i’m waiting

show me what i need
what i need to do and how to serve
how to get out
the cycle of doubt
first it is fame
that turns into shame
kindness then greed
pleasure then pain

i’m waiting, i’m waiting
i’m waiting for a sign to cross over
since that night i got engaged
to the mystery on the wheel
spinning on the ocean
for a clear sign

and the wheel
it keeps on turning
spinning me around
‘til i step out

and the deal
i know it’s learning
how to let go
to hold it all

i’m still waiting, i’m waiting
i’m waiting for a sign to cross over
since that night i got engaged
to the mystery on the wheel
spinning on the ocean
for a clear sign
i’m waiting

i’m open, i’m ready
i’m waiting