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γιατι δεν ειναι απλο στη ζωη να δωσεις απλα αγαπη.
γιατι πρεπει να σκεφτω,μηπως το δουν αλλιως,το σχολιασουν.
γιατι αν κοιταω το παγκο μου,αν κοιταω να βοηθαω,πρεπει ν αντιδρουν.
γιατι οταν μιλαω,ειναι δυσκολο πια να εκτιμουν οτι δε θα πω ψεμματα ποτε;
γιατι το αντρικιο εχει καταντησει ανοητο,και μιλαμε ολοι με πλαγιο τροπο;
γιατι κυριοι,αν καποιος νιωσει,εχει ενστικτα,λογαριασει ατομα κι οχι θεσεις,
πρεπει να φυγει,να ξενιτευτει,να διαλυσει;
γιατι αν καποιος κυνηγαει την αληθινη αξια εσεις τον αποβαλλετε;
κι αν θυμωσει το πληρωνει ακριβα;
γιατι καταφερνετε να συμπιεζετε καρδιες;
γιατι παρερμηνευετε πραξεις;
γιατι κι αν ακομη πουν....ωραια,γραμμη,εδω,εσεις πρεπει να κυνηγατε;
γιατι να πρεπει να οφειλω να εξηγω τις προθεσεις μου;
πολλα γιατι,αλυτα,λυμενα,ξερω....ξερω..καλα...
δε περιμενω αποκριση...
ανοιξα τις ειδησεις αποψε...
αυτο το σοου,το νιωθω να μ εχει αρρωστησει.
στον καθε ανθρωπο πλαι μου...
κι αν ειναι κακο να εχω το δικο μου σοου,πιο καθαρο...
πιστευω οτι εφτασα 33,μα δε με βλεπω ν αντεχω μ αξιες κι αισθηματα πολυ παρακατω...
καποτε λεγανε οτι οι μεγαλοι αστερες πεθαινουν μικροι...
ισως κι οοι ηλιθιοι σα και μενα,να μη πεθαινουν ποτε μεσα τους...
αλλα απ το πονο ν αποδημουν αργα η γρηγορα...
ας ειναι...δε θα ρωτησω γιατι...
μπορει να φανει αποτομα ειλικρινες...
αλλα ολα τουτα τα γιατι...τα ειχα απαντησει απο παιδι 8 χρονω...
και μαχομαι να σταματησω να ρωταω...να βρω εναν τροπο απλα ν απαντω πια...
μα η χωρα μου...εχει πολλους με αποψη....σε ολα τα θεματα.
και κανεναν με αποψη...γενικα...
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manicdim
20-05-2014 @ 10:28 | Ισως κάποτε κι εκεινη πλήρωσε αυτο που έκανε σε μενα τωρα... | | t onoma tou
20-05-2014 @ 11:45 | κοπηκεν στα ι δυο το φως,το να γινηκε αυγερινο ασκερι,
με δυο τυμπανα εμπρος,και με κουδουνιστρες στο χερι.
εκοβε διπλα κλαδια,αρμενιστικες σφεντονες,
και για διπλοσιγουρια,χτυπαγε μ αστρα τους αιωνες.
τ αλλο το μισο μπορει,μεσα να τον πηραν μαγοι,
με καρδια και με σιωπη,λεξεις η ψυχη τους αναβει.
κι εφυτρωναν κρυφα κλαδια,φυτρωναν λυσεις λεγαιωνες,
ποτιζαν με σκοτεινια,κι οι εκρηξεις σηκωναν κολωνες.
κι οταν στου γλαυκου το βιος,βλεμμα ριχνει να σινιαλο,
στα κρυφα εις παραγιος,μαντατο βριχνει μεγαλο.
παρε κολλα κι αφηκε,τα δυο φυλλα να μυρισουν,
βλεπεις ταιρι το φως γινηκε,μοναχα θε να κολλησουν.
εκανες δυο ζαλες στρατιες,μυστικα στις οπλες ξαμωνει,
σταζει φυτρες ο μενεξες,και το νιο διπλαμπαρωνει.
δωκε νουφαρα οργιες,νιε αγαπες δωκε να ξεχρωσεις,
του ερωτα τις δυο μεριες,μ αγρια φυλλα δε θα ενωσεις.... | | barboutsala
20-05-2014 @ 19:10 | ο ζυλ απ' τη γαλλία όταν δεν παίζει με τα σφινοτουβλάκια του παίζει το παιχνίδι ρωτώντας πας στην πόλη - πού 'σαι ζυλ, όλο ευθεία και στο τρίτο περίπτερο αριστερά | | t onoma tou
21-05-2014 @ 07:33 | listen to the whole truth.because i don t want to leave with lies behind me.
i was in the office.working on reservations.a day before,well a month before,this girl was contacting me.likes on facebook.likes on what i wrote......
not many sms.but you know.she knew what i wrote.she liked in seconds my pictures if i uploaded.fully towards me....
a day before they say i was hitting on her,right?she gave me words to write her a love poem.8 words.these words were very very personal.i did not force her to do it.she wanted it.we talk about love,hug,such words....
the next day,so,i was working on reservations.when i came out at 6 she looked me straight in the eyes.turned her whole back,you know,away from the reception and was with a huge smile.what are the flowers for?she asked....i told her....i don t talk to girls on high heels.she laughed.but i stayed serious.just 2 seconds later she changed....
and you know....it is very soon,rushing...i told her....ok,then it is clear,nothing.it is just may.she started saying,don t be like that.let us talk.i told her,no,look,it can t be one moment hot and the cold.i stopped the talks.
in two minutes she was sobbing and crying...the rest you know it....
she pushed me slowly to get guilty,angry.i felt bad.tried to tell her.look,you are a good girl,ok...she said....don t hit on me...
i was like....oh come on....i yelled...
i went inside and called argiro and told her i quit...
then i got mad and things got really bad...because i told her,ok,then i shall quit and she said.you know,i used to like a guy,be patient,maybe now i like you and it takes time....so if you ll quit...it will be for me...so i have to say yes now or it is like a metal ring round my neck.......
you have to force now....she went inside.....called argiro...and 20 minutes later had planned her innonence...you see...the thing that changed everything was that i told her....ok,if it is a rush...let s be clear at no...never will happen.
i said it.she wanted....that changed everything...from that point and on i ignored her and was disgusted,disappointed.the next day neither of them talked at all.argiro was too in a distance...like....oh...you hurt my little girl...
i am a man,not a joke.this game,yes,no,maybe....i chose no myself....this is better than,i read you on facebook,but i do not comment.i like you,but i dont have the character to be a real woman...anyway,at the end of my shift argiro told me i had to go to the manager s office on monday...
even though i said,yes,everything is clear,as of the last shift...and kept my job...
cause you know,i had seen the face of a girl who would now hurt me because i stopped her ego,her games....
well,the next night argiro called me and said...next time...you ll get fired....i said....ok,then i quit...
so,marius may have seen me angry...on that night...but the words,he couldn t translate....imagine the exact conversation...
do you think i get angry easy? no.... so imagine how disappointing her behavior was to make me so angry....
anyway,this is the truth.my last words were...all i clear,forget that i opened up to you,do not talk to me,call me,know anything about me,talk about me...
she said?is that a threat...nobody has ever talked to me like that....
i said...no,it is no threat...i trusted you and you hurt me bad....i don t want you to know how i feel...
on sunday and on,we never talked again....but they wanted me gone....pushed me...wanted me to feel judged,to apologise...to be the bad guy...so...i made them this favor...
i tell you that even the very last moment,she was reading what i wrote to her on facebook,in like a second away.when i told her,ok,i am packed,it s time to go...only then she decided to erase me...block and stop...
my friend,she wanted to destroy me?no...she wanted to deteriorate me...because i actually told her,better no,that maybe....and she got it.i felt for her.i did her the favor of quiting.if i stayed,in time,i know i could have made all forget about this.and i tell you what,i know i would even have a bigger chance with her,cause women filter and would remember this know.and she would fall,oh yes,she would....
but i saw that we are no more a team....because she is spoilted by argiro....because others flirt her...when one real man came along,she had to behave like this? i was this guy,i actually managed with one sms,to get her full attention...
but still,i respect my heart.i had to quit.i invested feelings on a diva...
and when i wanted clear answers,she revenged me... | | manicdim
23-05-2014 @ 11:47 | Φίλε...γ... Τη... | |  |
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