The Fear of Nothing

Δημιουργός: katerina41

Εκτύπωση από: http://www.stixoi.info

Staying still.
In front of a blank page.
An empty space, a gap.
Endless nothingness.

So frightening.
So demoralizing.
So devastating.

The more I grow, the smaller I feel.
The further I go, the less I see.
The more I think, the less I understand.

So impatient.
So imbalanced.
So insecure.

Vaguely defined situations. Vulnerability.
Unable to reach copying strategies.
Competition. Challenge. Opportunity.
Excitement that transforms into fear.
High standards. High expectations. High pressures.
Shrinking dreams and declining hopes.

Dilemmas and contradictions.
Invisible middle grounds.
Reality I want to escape...
but I must reconstruct.
Starting from nothing.

Δημοσίευση στο stixoi.info: 16-03-2012